What?

I just finished meeting with my colleagues and talked about our annual seminar.  I feel that I have no assigned responsibilities since the beginning.  As a secretary, I should've made meeting invitations and minutes,but...the first secretary, Dini CS, is...what should I call her? very capable for doing it, so...I did not get much to do. As a member of website team, I should've helped my friends with our website,but the thing is...the coordinator never gave me any instructions! (though one of my friends in the team asked me to do some things and I did all of them). I mean...I know the principles of division of labor and all, but how am I supposed to know what he wanted if he never told me what my jobs were? After today's meeting, he lashed out in front of our boss saying, "hey, you should've helped us!" Oh my dear God...I was ashamed and angry at the same time. He never gave me any assignments and now he is screaming that I never helped him! It was bad enough to be pointed out as lazy...did he have to do that in front of a lot of people? I really wanted to cry...


Dya